| Listen to the resonating echos
of a thousand shattered dreams.
Simply sat aside, frustrated
in all their unmet feat.
Strung out attachments grown stagnant and cold
Attempting to dwell in the most unbearable terrains.
Anticipating disapointment: the only seemingly unoticable bliss in this dank cavernous heart | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment   |
| | Time: | 10:35 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/energetic.gif) bouncy |
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| | How to make a boinovacane |
Ingredients:
1 part anger
1 part humour
3 parts ego |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
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| | Subject: | HELP | | Time: | 07:24 pm |
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| ok people i have a huge delima...i'm throwing a party (for my own birthday, yeah how sad) and the place i was plannin on renting out to party in has a policy that the place has to be emptied of people by 10:00 PM...not gonna work!
I need ideas of where to do this. Thrus night the 24th of this month, i have like between 30-50 people invited and no where to have it. Thought of hotel but don't wanna put that mess under my name, thought of a private night at SKATELAND..hehe fun but have to have AT LEASET 30 and it's 12 bucks a pop! so i dunno thought of the desert, I NEED A FRIEND WITH A HOUSE, i have only one and they have parties there often, i just dont want to ask, "please feel sorry for me cuz i'm throwing my own birthday party"
so....any help is greatly appriciated. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| i think it might have been due to(the combination of the two) all the resen i smoked and D being gone for the first time he's been back, but regaurdless, something brought it to my attention of how much i really love that lil fucker. hehe :)
instead of dwelling on the little things that make a relationship seem hard, i'm now going to rethink bout how much easier it is to remember how much you love and care...and that's a better feeling anywho! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | good stuff | | Subject: | thinkin of ya | | Time: | 02:51 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) loved |
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| babe, we been thru hellz and i wuves you soo much.
If you`re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you`re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We`ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don`t want to run away but I can`t take it, I don`t understand
If I`m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don`t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don`t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you`re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you`re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
( or boi)
I don`t know why you`re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We`ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you`re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
¡®Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
¡®Cause I love you, whether it`s wrong or right
And though I can`t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| so late... and have to work in the morn...fun fun fun! but its my friday and then 2 days of what the fuck ever! hopefully sleeeeeeeep.
off to bed with me.
AND TO ALL WHO READ...drama fest over! | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 12:59 am | | Current Mood: | artistic |
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| | Last night I drempt of Guadamora, again. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 11:38 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/sad.gif) discontent |
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| courious...could someone that talks to adamwar the lil raver boi who post all the time, find out what direction he feel our "relationship" is goin' cuz still after three years, we apparently arnt to the point of discussing things of emotional importance and i'm close to done.
hit me back if you find out more than "i dunno"
he talks about talking to a lot of you so... | | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment |
| MORE BABYSITTING AT WORK!
and omfg.... 10 bucks = 4.631 gallons of gas!
What the hell is going on? WHY is gas so damn much? Must be building bombs! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| OK i have to clear thing up a lil i guess.... I have a boy friend...some of you know him. Before we got back together ( meaning there was a time when we were separated) i was kind of interested in "coupling" with this other boy, who is young and impressionable. Since me and my bf have gotten together and we all three hang out and have fooled around. curious as to if this could give the wrong impressions to the kid, and if i should even worry about it!
i think it was just something to post possibly,.
sorry for the confusion!
damn me | | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 08:19 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/tired.gif) tired |
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| CAN WE ALL WET OURSELVESWITH EXCITEMENT PLEASE?!?! Because my day was soo worth it!
We all know work sux, but not onlt do i have to do my required duties....i get to pick up after Adrians damb ass and fix his fuck ups! YAY! WAL*MART!
www.walmartsucks.com
Tired and i want pot! | | comments: 9 comments or Leave a comment |
| | ...and please, everyone that get agitated by my improper posts, let me know, and i'll tell you how much i don't really give a fuck! :) | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 02:34 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/blah.gif) blank |
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| i fucking love the fact that people can find bliss in talking to others yet they'v nothing to say to those around.
Oh then enjoyment in posting on livejourl...for all to see. bringing entertainment to others that have oh so much to say. people who say soo much know so little. those who know more seem to have less to say. what else is left to be said? i suppose the things that seem to make me tick are somewhat meaningless these days. love, compassion, "spanning time" communication, ahhh but who needs to tick? no one really needs a reason to wake up every morning because most likly....the alarm will sound and a new day will....just happen. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| recently have been in a writing mood...all kinds of moods....but none seem to fit. The idea of being happy sounds nice...but doesn't seem to fit.
Can't afford the drugs that bring the happiness.
And would prefre it to be natural. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | finally....silance | | Time: | 02:19 pm | | Current Mood: | blah |
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| Soft white powder, never was you coke.
Tried to love but made you choke.
Now you love but I can't be found.
I'm right here but never around.
Attention to others and stuck in a screen.
Why we're together when mostly we're mean?
Tollerance =love
Love = pain
compute this equation then share then knowledge you've gained? | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | same shit D always has playin | | Time: | 07:46 pm | | Current Mood: | surprised |
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| doing what i did last night brought it to my attention that differentpeople can perceive different poeple in different ways.
doing what we did last night was fun. but it also make me so sick to death of the person i have to be. a little reality was brought to my attention.
and now i'm kind of sick again of being me.
where can i takeof to to start a new...and ifi got there what would i do? | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| 
The Social Butterfly
Your Jobs: You need a job where you have control
and get attention .You would make a good
lawyer, politican, model, dancer, artist, or
psychologist.
Your love interest will become your willing and
devoted slave. They will treat you like a king
or queen. You will order, they will obey. If
they displease you in anyway, they will be
destroyed.
Your dream guy=Peter Parker from Spiderman
Your dream girl=Jean Grey from the XMen
Most Likely...
You most likely...
Are a Aquarius, Ares, or Scorpio
Enjoy crude humor
Prefer comedy movies with sick jokes
Often feel neglected by at least one of your
parents
Feel like no one takes you seriously
Enjoy MTV shows that deal with people's relations
to one another-like Real World
Best Friends: Social Butterflies, Villians,
Creators
Love Interests: Creators
Enemies: Planners, Child, Stars
COMPLETE~~With Text Images~~The Super Ultimate Personality Quiz: Who are you? (With long answers!) All answers available, including your ideal job, ideal love interest, and more all in one answer!
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